I am golden if you let me

two hours left of work. 

i’m bored as.

and my playlist of Sucre, The Neighborhood, and MS MR is kind of putting me to sleep.

also, Hi people. My ask is so very empty. and I am so very bored. and please talk to me.

anything. ask me anything, make a comment, yell at me, say rude things, just SAY SOMETHING.

Please put something in my ask.

I’m so terribly lonely and bored right now and kind of feel like i’m invisible to everyone.

I may be myself again, but i’m still sad because i haven’t any friends or any social interaction. or any anything.

i’m just existing as a ghost. and this fucking blows.

Anonymous asked: Most of people do NOT angry at Ryan for the music he plays and "not fucking brendan" as you say. Liking Ryan as a person - even though we don't know him - does not mean liking all the music he writes. It's not our fault that tyv didn't sell much. And people hate Shane for a reason, because he needs to stop being so immature and stop insulting teenagers on the internet. Telling how he hates Ryan's and FOB fans doesn't exactly help here

well the teenagers aren’t helping their cause much. Hating people that Ryan is friends with or dating (not saying you do, just saying that its common) not just with him of course, fans everywhere tend to ‘hate’ girlfriends and significant others and close friends. It’s pretty hard to like people when all you know of them is what they project to people. Ryan is a private person. He isn’t going to project everything to fans or media or the like. And i seen to remember a lot of people “hating’ ryan and jon for leaving panic, and for them trying a new band with an entirely different sound. I remember a lot of them refusing to buy it because they broke up the band.

there is never a reason to hate someone. so please don’t say that. you can hate things they say, things they do, or what the project or produce, but when you do not personally know someone it is difficult to actually hate them. Maybe when the teenagers stop starting fights with him, sending him threats, insulting him on principle and making fun of him, he might stop firing back.

And honestly. I kind of dislike a great amount of Ryan’s fans. Feel free to hate me as well, just for saying it. But the people that held on to Panic Ryan, and the person he was then, and ‘ryden’ and still insist on some of the ridiculous things that they do- that all makes me very angry. Because these are people too. Ryan has a private life, a personal life, friends, relationships, musical interests and the such. His personal safety has been invade so many times.

“fans” tend to think that they know everything about a person just because they listen to music they play and see pictures and see them live and talk to them for two minutes. But they see very little of the real person, and yet are adamant that the IDEA that they are a fan of is the real person.

my friend will be over at some point to watch Cosmopolis after his band is done recording, ugh musicians can’t keep time for shit.

and i am very bored. so very bored.

ask me things. talk to me, share things, tell me something, ask advice, give advice, make funny shapes with letters. anything

I WILL EVEN LET MY FRIEND REPLY TO SOME IF HE WANTS. AS LONG AS THEY DO NOT RELATE TO, WELL, THE TOUCHY SUBJECT OF US.

COME ON THEN, GINGER, MUSICIAN, SINGING, ADORABLE, METAL AND SOCIAL DISTORTION LOVING, WHOVIAN WHO IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH HIS BELOVED SWEATER VEST.

because im drunk and likely to answer and say anything.

this should be hilarious.

also. JPad and my stupid friend can just go away.

I am bored to DEATH

ask, message, question, confess, share, state, query.

please put something in my ask.

I’ll love you forever and i’ll answer anything or respond to anything right now.

I want interaction!!!!

GO

Ask me things. Ask me absolutely random and personal things please. I’m very bored and feeling crappy.

ask me questions. give me advice (because holy shit could i use some). tell me something.

i’m terribly bored at work, its cold and snowing, and i just want to go home and faceplant my bed and the pillow he used and pretend that my sheets smelling like him is kinda like hes there.

No one will talk to me.

Questions, comments, curiosities, anything.

Help me. I bored and very drunk.